I have given up on numbering my titles for my progress! This has been the week from Hell at work!! I come home at night and it is all I can do to keep my eyes open long enough to eat something that is easy to grab and doesn’t require much effort.
Update for everything in my life. I am still progressing on the Quit Smoking program. Had one really bad day, but back on track today. I started a Facebook group that correlates with my original vision for “The Somewhere In Between”. I don’t want my life to be in vain. If I can help only one person then none of this will have been for nothing.
Tomorrow my roommate begins moving in. I am stressed to the max. I am just not 100 percent sure about this decision. There are a couple of things that have me bothered, but I am trying to be positive.
The purging has stopped, but only because every part of my body hurts and I don’t have the energy to move. I am still purging in my brain!!
Eleven days until I find out if I have cancer or not. No, not lung cancer. Cancer on my leg. I have not mentioned it before because I am striving to remain calm and hope for the best. In the past forty-eight hours it has grown in size and hurts. I just have to hope for the best, but it is also one of the reasons that I haven’t updated daily. I think the reality is beginning to kick in. I can only pray that it isn’t my time, but I will be positive regardless of the outcome.
Well it is time to go to bed so I can work another long, hot day in the warehouse. God Bless.